I hope that you've all spend your Christmas holidays in a very enjoyable way!
Also, may I wish you all a belated "Merry Christmas" and a Happy New Year.
I had to write this journal way earlier, but it is now that I've found the opportunity to do so.
Nevertheless, let me get into the main point already.
It is true that I've been kind of "inactive" the past few months, by uploading only cosplay pictures and pretty much no digital artwork at all. The truth is, I really want to work in a couple of things, all together, but it's not only the time that's my enemy, it's also a family occasion I'm going through these months along with the ton of projects for the uni. So, let me get started on how the whole thing goes.
First, this is my last semster and I have a ton of projects to work on ( I still have 4 of them left). That in itslef is stresses me enough, but I hope this should be my only problem.
Let us pass the financial part, because that's very well ruined and move to the most important part, which started back in August. My mother has been diagnosed with colon cancer, which she would have get rid of if she didn't refuse to be examed earlier. She finally went to the hospital on November, when she had her bowel completely blocked and was in danger of dying from obstructive ileus. None of the less, one week later I returned home to pay them a visit. That's when the second night of my stay, she went up and tried to go to the bathroom, didn't turn on the lights and instead of the bathroom she headed towards the stairs, where she fell and broke her left leg, for which a second surgical operation took place. Ever since, she's been officially diagnosed with depression and she has to deal with a lot. Unfortunatelly still, she's not able to move her leg, even though it should be all right by now. Plus, the atmosphere in home is not helpful at all. Now she's having chemοtherapy sessions, once per month, in order to have the tumor shrunk and then removed. Anyways, I don't know how long this will be for, but all I know is that I'm facing an unpleasant situation, in which, no matter how much I try to help, it all ends up in vain thanks to my father and my uncle, who are both blockheads, each for their own.
So, if you see me not replying or not uploading things that often, I'm not getting away nor have I forgotten about them. It's just that right now the situation is out of hand and I don't know what to do myself. We have only one person working in the family and they're not even get enough for us to live (since he prefers wasting them on his own only, except us being the ones feeding him). A lot of you may say "go get a job" and I will reply to you that it's not that easy to get a job, especially right now. You may be hearing all those "wonderful" things about my country getting better and such, but that applies only to the banks and not to the rest of us. I do not ask for your pity nor your "opinion on how to get a job". I'm trying to get things done my way and I'm not even sure whether it may get me the results I need or not. But still, I don't want to hear any "butthurt" excuses nor the usual "it's your problem, not mine", since these are pretty much obvious and common sense. Because then my reply will be a forever ignore + a STFU.
On a sidenote, I've even hit my head and had a horrible wound on it on the second day of the year. Thankfully, it wasn't critical, but there was a lot of bleeding. So, try not to piss me off. As you see, even my year started "too good to be true".
That's all I had to say for now. It's been more than 3 months that I wanted to talk about it, but couldn't. Right now I'm off my limits myself.
Again, I wish you a Happy New Year and if you wish, check out my new Dark Magician Girl cosplay video (which was done in a hurry):
Take care until my last update.